I have dragged the wood in my green
wheelbarrow up the steps—five big bumps
I have muscled it to the portal
to stack piece by splintered piece
I have lighted the fire
I am ready
I have called the plumber
two days
two days no heat no hot water
I am cold
I am waiting
I am old
I have no time
for stanzas
I am cold
I loosen the tourniquet of winter
and wrestle the earth the skies
who would undo me.